Last weekend I got to kick off the summer with some pretty important people. Actually they are just AWESOME, AMAZING, FUN, ENERGETIC, LOVABLE, POSITIVE people, and that's what I need in my life. I went through some hard times the past few months. Just in a drought of feelings, if that makes any sense. I was going through some things that honestly made me stronger. I know that if certain people would read this they would just say different. ANYWAYS..
I was sitting here thinking about everything that happened this past weekend and it was pure bliss. I haven't felt this way in a really long time and I love it. It's a new kind of feeling I would say. Saturday night couldn't have gone any better. The things that happened during the day that night all the way till the next morning will be forever etched into my mind. The feelings were real! I don't want to get into to much detail but things that happened that night was everything that I ever hoped for. I know that the future only holds more of the good feelings. I know that there are going to be some tough times but I can get through them all. Not only with the support of my family and friends but with the support of my wonderful Creator. I don't want to say to much of what might happen, but all I do know is that everything is going to be alright. I no longer have people who try to bring me down or are just negative in my life. I don't have people in my life who don't encourage me. I cleaned up shop. There is no room for negativity anymore. I want nothing but positive. Let's be honest though I know there will be days when I have a few of those negative moments, as my roommate found out last night, but mostly positive.
If anyone could have been in my head any time I wish it was last night. Last night consisted of an emotional nut house. I literally felt happy, sad, excited, and terrified all at once. I had no clue what was going on. When I was talking to my roomie I just sat there and cried. Not because I was sad or happy just because I am petrified about what the future holds. It's everything. There are so many things that I want to tell but I cant because they are still in the making. God's not finished working with me yet. I am just thrilled to see what is going to happen. I love the way my life is going right now. I have to live in the moment or things are going to start happening and I am just going to shatter. I love LOVE this feeling that I'm feeling right now. It just brings a smile to my face and warms my heart.
I think I found my prince? That's the best feeling in the world
